So I took a pill last night for my cushing’s syndrome test in my blood and it made me wicked fucking loopy and I feel like this is what people who drink feel like during a stage of intoxication. I’m still going out because I miss friends.

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GAH I’m so frustrated. So, they measured my weight incorrectly when I went to get a physical a few months ago, and it turns out that what I had originally had was way closer to my correct weight. I basically lost the weight that I had gained after grieving through a huge tragedy that happened about a year and a half ago, which is still awesome, and I’ve lost a little less than the amount of weight that I had been told, but the starting number is higher.

I really like this Endocrinologist, though. He’s a very blunt Persian man, who you can tell really cares about his work and what happens to people. He was leaning towards me getting weight loss surgery, though, which I definitely do not want to do if I can avoid it. He also said that I may have Cushing’s Syndrome, and some other thing that I don’t remember which would explain why I’ve always been big and a few other very embarrassing things that I’m not going to speak about here. One of the side effects of the medication is weight loss, which on the one hand would be nice to get but at the same time is not something that I want to rely on. I’m going to see a nutritionist to see if there’s anything else I can do, and what they think of my recent vegetarianism. Thank you for reading my rant.